I don’t give a damn anymore. First time I cried this year. I’m so fucking mad at myself because I cried over such trivial things. I cried that my friend is going out with the guy I like. The guy who had a crush on me doesn’t seem to like me anymore and he made that loud and clear by using past girlfriend incident examples. I just needed to cry. But to cry about guys? That’s just fucking low for my self esteem. I don’t care. I don’t want to get myself involved or get in too deep anymore. Well I’m going to go comfort myself by reading about college because i know that unlike guys’ minds, college rules and regulations will never change.
